Lent 2020: Devotional On Presence By Rev. Cammy Gaston

Cammy GastonBy Rev. Cammy Gaston, director of the Center for Leadership Development

Lord, we need your presence.

Our church has been utilizing Marsha McFee’s Lenten worship resource based on Eric Elnes’ book, Gifts of the Dark Wood. In ancient times, the “dark wood” moments were seen as opportunities to encounter God and, thus, spiritual growth. This has certainly been true for me. Facing my human limitations, pain and loss have been followed by deep insights about God’s presence and power. 

A few weeks ago in worship, we explored the concept of being “thunderstruck.” As I began to think about a moment in my life when I felt thunderstruck, a memory flooded my mind. I was serving as a chaplain at Methodist Hospital when a nurse called the office requesting a visit for a patient who was crying uncontrollably and asking for God.

As I entered the floor, I could hear her crying out from down the hallway “God, where are you?” The nurse met me at the door and explained that the patient was going through a painful episode with sickle cell anemia. “I’ve done everything I could to treat her,” she said.

I stood looking at the patient and was stunned by her desperate and powerful cry for God. I knew I wasn’t God, and I stood next to her bed wondering what to do. And then, it was as if God’s Holy Spirit took over. I called her name and asked if I could place my hand on her shoulder. Her hand covered mine as she continued to groan.

Then, God’s faithful words started to pour out from my scriptural memory bank. They were slow and deliberate…

  • You are a beloved child of God.
  • You are beautifully and wonderfully made.
  • I knew you when you were in your mother’s womb.

Her groans began to fade away.

  • Wait on the Lord, the Lord shall renew your strength.
  • Do not be afraid, I am with you always
  • And God will raise you up on eagle’s wings; bear you on the breath of dawn, make you to shine like the sun and hold you in the palm of his hands.

With these words, she inhaled deeply and relaxed into sleep as the words quietly continued…

  • May the God of hope give you peace.
  • May you rest in God’s loving arms.
  • The Lord is your shepherd, your refuge, your strength — a perfect help in time of trouble.
  • My peace I give you, my peace I leave with you.

I sat in her room another 20 minutes and just listened to her breathe. I was thunderstruck by the power of God’s living word. She was screaming uncontrollably for God and now only 30 minutes later was relaxed and asleep. I was reminded how Jesus had called out for God and how others had called on Jesus to heal them.

Presence matters! Her bold request for God’s presence was met and God provided. I was thunderstruck in a new way as I witnessed the healing power of the living promise … I will never leave and I will never forsake you.

Thanks be to God.

Published: Wednesday, March 25, 2020

Added by Jean Wilson

Thank you for this inspiration!
Added by Anonymous

Love this story. God is good all the time and always with us.
Added by Anonymous

The Beautiful Spirit of God!
Added by Martha

What a powerful experience...thanks for sharing that with all us who are feeling alone at home without our social spiritual groups who humanly support us.
Added by Anonymous

Thank you, Cammy. If he stills the storm surely he can still our hearts.
Added by Anonymous

Oh wonderful Holy Spirit, you fill us with power that we never feel possible. Thank you for sharing that power, Cammy.
Added by Anonymous

How powerful What I am needing to hear this morning. Thank you to my special friend for sending this message my way . Thank you Jesus for always being with us
Added by Anonymous

I loved this, Cammy, and I love you!
Be bold! Be strong!

Added by Janice Adcock

And to you, Cammy. I am Arleigh and Mary Rogers' daughter, Janice. Peace and continuing grace.
Added by Pat Deal

So beautiful, Cammy. Thank you for sharing one of the many ways that we can let God work miracles through us!
Added by Judy Muschlitz

Thank you Cammy!
God is good all the time
All the time God is good
Added by Larry Collins

AMEN and AMEN! I once was called to minister to a lady in a nursing home who was on hospice. The nurses said "There is no reason she should still be alive. She seems to be just hanging on." So I did the same thing. I quoted Scripture to her of comfort, including Psalm 23, John 14. I held her hand, and told her it was okay for her to stop struggling, to let go, and to go to God. An hour after I left, the nurses station called to tell me she had passed one. The Word of God is far more powerful than we give it credit for.
Added by Debra May

Amen! God is powerful indeed, our strength and salvation! Thank you for a wonderful devotion!
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